Jul 17, 2015

MondoCon 2015

Sooooo we had it, we went there we nailed it! :D I mean I did xd It was amazing :3 -so many emojis ...

Anyway, since I live far away from every gods damned location where I can meet people, I had to get up at 5 prepare myself for a day. I discovered something cool. You can read about it here: http://armindoyle.blogspot.hu/2015/07/daily-addwise-happy-wakeup-happy-day.html

So I packed my things, I prviously prepared my stuff the night before, makeup bag & wig, emergency sewing kit, that was my first aid :D and of course the cosplay itself. Lot of stuff packed up, 2 hours of travelling to Budapest Nyugati, where I met up with my friends and we went to Hungexpo for the event. There, as usually were like a huuuuuge and loooong queue, and even though we arrived 1 hour before the actual opening it took half an hour to get in, and us THEN starting to put on makeup and stuff, which for me, was a real pain in the ass XD

I guess you may noticed the ocean/sea themed backgrounds and stuff like that. And I'm in love with the anime One Piece, you can see I cosplayed from that before, last year's MondoCon (you can see and read about it here http://armindoyle.blogspot.hu/2014/07/2014-mondocon.html )
I was the guy in the yellow wig, the character Sanji form One Piece.... Oh man I really should translate my old articles xd

BACK TO TOPIC: This year I cosplayed from the same anime, I was priccess Shirahoshi, only hardocre One Piece fans know her, cuz she only apperas at about 4-5hundred episodes or what so ever, I don't even remember when, but on Gyojin Island. Anyway.. Shirahoshi is a huuuge pink mermaidprincess :D it was hard to do the cosplay but in the end.. totally worth it! *.*
Let me show you guys, here is the character:
isn't she adorable! 
Well my cosplay is not that detailed, but close enough ( I couldn't make the hair and the belt-kindof thing), and I'm so proud of myself :3 Enough of the speech lets see the pictures !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


















It was a fun day! I really enjoyed it, I made new friends, met new people, saw stuf.. it was amazing! 
Get more information about this event from : 
Or just goodle it for footage andstuff :D 

I will upload a tutorial article with pictures about how I made the cosplay, and a little history behind my choice on this character. Till then, byebye <3



Daily AddWise! - Happy wakeup, happy day

You know the feels when you set a song or a ringtone as an alarm and its so f**cking annoying , you will hate it for yourentire life (see the article about assiciation and sh*t like that here http://armindoyle.blogspot.hu/2015/07/changes-feminism-or-whatevor-lot-of.html). Yeah thats what happened to some metal songs which I used during schoolyear. But now I looked up all my ringtones, and found out that I have a lot more than the basic settings. If you have a Nokia lumia you might find a ringtone called Miniature of Troy >>>> https://soundcloud.com/nokia-design-team/miniature-of-troy <<<<and as you can hear, it's kinda... it gives a good feeling for your day,, I mean, it made me smile when I found it and listened to it. So I sat that as an alarm-clock ringtone and guess what, even with only the regular 5 hours of sleep I woke up smiling with the thought "Yes, it will be a good and happy day"

Don't let the ringtone ruin your day! Also some advices from Tyler about morning :)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n0iB11t-F5o

Enjoy your day ! Oh and one more advice, don't just wait for your day to be happy as it is, make it happy yourself, and by the power of karma, hopefully some good things will happen to you :)

Jul 5, 2015

Changes - feminism or whatevor ..... (a LOT of experience shared here! )

Yep, as I mentioned several times before, people change, I changed a lot and apparently it won't stop!

You know that feeling, when you have a lot of bad thoughts, you don't know what to do with your life,oryou re just bored and it makes you feel sad or uneasy or just booooored. Well yes, since my early ages as a child, and still...this sh*t happens! All thetime! You know what's the best way to 'cure' yourself out? Distract your attention! I HAVE to do it all the time! Thats where my multitasking comes from.... But watching/ doing something interesting, something what makes you feel happy or at leas not being bored is an amazing way to spend some time.

Let's give an example:
When I was a child I was bullied... It felt awful... and then I found anime and cartoons! It was this amazing world what I entered every time I watched it! And it turned out, that I had a very rich imagination, and even without watching it I could create my own world, and not just from anime but from every type of film/cartoon what I liked. It was an amazing experience at the time, it felt great as a little child. It was my safe place.
And I sort of grew out of it at the ae of 12, and shit happend again and again.... and then I found it again! Anime was there, and already, I found somebody else to share my interest with, she became mybest friend at that time. And I was happy again :)

Things changed people changed sharts happened... And here I am! Attracted to anime, music, stange fashion styles and cosplay and etc...... LOT OF STUFF !!!!! -.*

That world in my head still exist, but now I call it hallucinations of exhaustion XD. My imagination and these topics and stuff on the internet distract my attention, my mind and dealing with them makes me feel happy about my life. So don't worry if you like something what our rotten society maybe dislikes or deny to accept. Just be yourself, and do things what make you feel happy :)

These things change during your life, sometimes with fashion, sometimes with your age.... But what the hell happened to me? Gods's sake!!!! +,+ I freaked out a little bit when I realized how my interests changed and how they haven't changed....
Let me explain: I love all kind of music style, literally! From jazz to metal everything!!! Thats not a problem, and I disliked these mass product stuff like Avici and Guetta and these washing machine kindof so called music.... And then.... My friends listned to them all  the time during our trip to Sopron and even on the streets when we went somewhere in a city, the music always played. And I realized, that its good rhythm and I danced a lot ... yup on the streets :D IT's sooooo not like me! It's no me at all!!! And I went to those parties,and this kind of musics played and I liked them and KABOOOOOOOOOOM mindf*ck..... What happened?

Looking back, I think I know the reason of this change: because I were with friends and I felt good and happy being there with them. The music was a background noise, but when I listen to them I sort of remember THAT feeling when we were at these parties at those places. ASSOCIATION!!!! MAgic! *.*
Nope, really just simple association.. Like, I listened to a very very good music, which was a jazz kindof cover of the original (it was 'All about that base'by the way) And I really hated the original one, and I wrote a comment that I prefer the cover and the original is crap. Literally with these words. And one of my friend got so angry, she didn't even talked to me and 2 days lated she ... broke up with me as friends. I thought it was this song, this exact opinion.... Later I asked and she told me that she hated my personality and my opinions and behaviour, but she never told me anything about it! Anything! But she told me, that, cuz I comforted her and loved her and I was always there for her, she felt good, and thats why she never told me anything. It felt awfull... Being a toy for a year or so .... I was sad and desperate and broken, I coldnt concentrate. Yup that was before the article "MY COMEBACK". I needed some time to recover.
Ugh sorry it got so sad .... The main point of this is that cover mucsic, which i was obsessed with!
I haven't listened to that song since this shart happened!!4 See? Association.

But one more funnier story to this topic :D I got girly! Atthis age.. oh mygods....
No no it's not association :D It's a simple f*ck up thing, what I don't really understand. I mean, i still like every not so girly stuff, (listen feminists, I'm just trying to explain my situation, before you get angry at me, I'm telling you, I'll just use this gendersepareted view ofour society even thogh I don't really agree with it. are we okay? good,then read along without anger :) #Worldpeace ) like Harley's choppers and rock music, and flanel shirts and violent games etc.... But my personality turned girly, and my classmates, my friends noticed. It statred at the end of this schoolyear...
Notification came from my good friend Rikki: our daily schedule always included a history consultation in the buffe or the library, since it was the end of the year, we were just chillin'n at the buffe. My style included some feminine clothes during the year, but high heels and tight jeans were common during winter. And as heatwawe came and summer started.. well.... my wardrobe is quite poor if it comes to fashionable summer clothing. Just short jeans and t-shirts. But literally thats it :D
I bought a long time ago a really girly piece, a bright yellow flowerish shirt kind of stuff. this colour doesn't match with my personality, and its quite unusual from me. AAAnd its tight and I had a sunburn, so it was a mistake X'D. The point is, that this was the part of the year when I started to change, and this clothing put the point on the i. And Rikki noticed it, and he said it doesn't suit me, it's not me. I was shocked , because I havent't realized this at that time.

I Became GIRLy -.- ...Yes I did! You can't believe how much I've changed! I was a pessimist/realist. I'm still a realist, but I'm more optimistic and I don't give up easily ;)
But back to this whole girly thing, Rikki's notification was the first punch in the face!
Second punch when I realized it myself, was a weird thing. I decided to make my long lost wish come true, and the anime One Piece came handy with one character who I will be cosplaying 11th of july Mondo Con! Keep updated for that ;) One little hint: it's pink :D... It's soooo pink, even I can't believe it. This is only one part of it being girly, but when I was standing with my boyfriend in the craftstore, serching for materials for this copslay, and I freakd out, cuz I couldn't find not just PINK but, and listen now carefully, GLiTTERY/SHIMERRY/GLISTENING material in the store.... I realized, at that exact moment, that I'm girly. And I hugged my friend while I freaked out, laughed almost crying. (BTW It turned out that kind of material wasn't necesarry ). But it was a turning point. And then I startedto work onthe cosplay, trying it on and I was fascinated and I still can't believe that I'm doing this, but it's sooo coool *.* And my fascination of my work and this whole thing, I strated to think about it more and more and i think I haven't accepted it completely, but I'm strating to realize that 'yes, I'm a girl, I'm a female, This is the way it should be! ' I guess.... And It makes me feel so happy doing this, so im gonna continue doing this and liking what I'm doing and living my life while accepting that things change :)

For the record, I didn't wrote this as a lecture, i'm not a life-style guru or something. I mean, I'm not even closed to that, really! But, if my example could help others or at least enetreain others, then I'm glad that I wrote it.
And don't worry, i'm still that sarcastic, egoist idiot with strong and harsh opinion as I've always been. And these stuff are just... some stuff which comes out when I feel like.

If you still reading, then let me know you, you are a really patient person! :D Just sayin, be proud who you are, be happy with your life <3 And feminism... well XD ... fuckit # Genderequality!





Jun 27, 2015

Lets rainbow it!

Rainbow conquered the internet yesterday, when LGBTQ marriage was legalised in all 50 states of USA. Congrats murica :) We hope your example will be followed by Europe too!

Lets rainbow this sh*t :D

Jun 21, 2015

Regular random sh*t update

I started to think about some aspects of my life... Like deeeeepreallydeeeep shit.....
Why am I blogging? Because its fun :D Hell cares about readers, it's a frikin diary! Deal with it...

Anyway, vlogging is not happening. I can't even upload the pictures to my computer :P I'm suck at technology (said a frikin people who is in a frikin programmer class XD). It's just not working!!!! I'll try to fix it later... It's not that important or urgent. But I 'll definitely do it sooner or later. :) Both journeys were amazing, and Slovakia was a good cultural and historical experience. I learned a LOT! Thanks to our guide, who is an encyclopedia!!! Literally knows everything about ....  everything :D Not to mention he is/was a history teacher. I feel such a respect towards him :)
The sights were also amazing, even though we couldn't get into any museums because everyting is expensive.... But it was still cool :) I hope I'll be able to upload these stuff soon.

The party, what I mentioned previously, was absolutelly amazing! :) I wanna thank you guys for inviting me, and having fun together. I can't wat for the next party XD. It'll be in our classmate's father's wine vault and tenancy. Almost everyone from our class will be there, we  gonna have fun, celebrate our classmate's birthday and eat delicios food, not to mention the wine ;). It ll be great!
 PS: we love you in advance 'Classate'/Friend<3 who throws this party !!!!!

And the biggest news: SUMMER JUST STRATED!!!!!!!
And again I have a lloooooong to-do-list. I'm not saying that this summer will be different, because it's already different :D. I planned a lot, and I'll try my best to accomplish my schedule.

This list contains:
cosplay - big suprise,but I already started it, and I won't stop till it's done :)
studying for nxt year's exams...... pain in  the  ass, but I'll have to
getting a job -dunno what yet.... but there is a fun oportunity, I just have to prepare myself
swimming - I miss you mydear water :'(
learning japanese- happening for real! I'm determined.

and the most important: HAVING FUN! I won't let myself staying home during summer. There will be a lot of spontaneus thigs I  supose XD. You know what they say : Intelligence is capable of miracles... stupidity is capable of EVERYTHING . :D

The truth has been spoken,im off doing what I've started. BYe <3

Jun 1, 2015

Social life -issues, solutions and some random not too deep sh*t

A buch of people suffers from social anxiety... But thats not the thing what I wanted to talk about.
Our class (more or less) got really together during this year. We had to cooperate in this Kádi competiton, and after that we went out to have fun together, and till our journey to Sopron, we finally acted like a class. We became a community, we already planned a lot of programe for summer and so. Like, next week my classmate invited me to a party in town. I've never been in such place... but I accepted it and I haven't regretted it  yet. I'm not just hoping that it ll be fun, I WILL make sure that it will be fun :) . This is like a new lifestyle. Even though I thought so far , that I don't have time for this stuff, it requiers too much energy. Yes it does! But this part of the year, and this part of my life will totally worth it!
You might think that school is useless, if it comes to friendships, cuz there are gangs and enemies. Oh hell yeah there are abunch of them! But thats called life, it teaches you to deal with these kind of people and situations, and sooner or later you ll find yourself in a gang too. You have to choose well, because in this age these friendships can stay with you after graduation, and they can change or determine your life! Sometimes the school provides you an opportunity to find your place in your community (like ours with this Kádi thing), sometimes you have to find that opportunity, but remember, that it's always there!
My way of thinking changed during the years. Experience is the key, Carpediem is a way of thinking (not always but sometimes usefull) and after you reached a certain age, when you have some free will, some controll of your own life, grab it and make changes if necessarry.
I know, not everybody born to be socially active, neither did I! But one point in my life I pushed myself into one conversation... only one! And it was the beggining of everything! And then an other and so on, and I got to know a lot of people, some of them are still my friends, or classmates,. But the main thing is that I'm not invisible! Even more, I'm here, I have a place somewhere, I belong somewhere, and it makes me feel good about myself. I got self confidence which helps me to push myself further,  out of my comfort zone to those boundariesm, that I weren't able to pass 5-4 years ago.
I bravely talk to strangers, ask questions if I don't know something, let others help me and offer my help. We depend on each other, that why there are soo many of us exist!

There is no advice, I can't advice anything. I also can't write any conclusion, cause' even I can't find it... It's just a good experience, and I thought why not share this with you :) maybe it's gonna be usefull for someone. I wish you the best! 

Vlogging maybe

Phew it was a looong and fun weekend. I travelled a little with class to Sopron(Hungary), which I took a lot of pictures of and videos too about the beautiful landscapes and exhibitions and so. We had an awsome time, so I thought maybe I should vlog about it. I wanted to start my vlog a long time ago, but I couldn't find time / program for it. But now I'm prepared and determined! It 'll be fun :) I hope so...
I have a camera with very bad quality filming, I don't know when will I be able to buy a new one, but the content matters (in my opinion).

So what will come?
Updates:
pictures in my online galeries
random videos
vlog - documentary about my journeys

And next week I ll travel to Slovakia for a day or two. That won't be so exciting, but I'll try my best to make it enjoyable and quality time. There will be a lot of little kids there, but I'm gonna hang out wth the teachers and so, cuz they invited me.
I have been in Slovakia several times when I was a kid, like every year from my primary school. I've studied the language for 8 years, but still , I don't know a word. But these parts are full of hungarian inhabitats cuz this area was part of Hungary till 1920. Most of them still speak hungarian. The others... I hope they understand english at least a little bit.

Till then, I only have a few days to keep up my grades.... This year is important, We have to get a lot of points (455 out of the maximum 500) to get in to university. Such a pain in the ass.... The goverment screwing up my life soo much.... And now they started to reform the education all in one, especially the upper ed which makes students life a living hell, so do mine. But hating them won't solve the problem, and escaping from this country is impossible if you dont have like a million in your backpocket just in case... Anyway.... We will fight for our better lives :) hoping we won't mess it up.

I'll keep you updated, bye <3

May 24, 2015

Kádi and stuff- what have I been up to lately

Hi guys!
So yeah yesterday all the fuss ended... unfortunatelly :( But hey, it was like.. the most awsome week of my shcool life!
Here is this thing in our school called Kádi , what I actually talked abut in my comeback article http://armindoyle.blogspot.hu/2015/05/my-comeback.html HERE :)

Soooo good stuff is over.. It was tiring and amazing and goofy and fun. I think a little social life didnt hurt me :D Without further ado here was our schedule from last week:

Beffore all the party days, we  practiced our dance performance a LOT. During classes and so on... As I might mentioned already, our sporty-as-fuck classmates participated on sport activities - btw we nailed it :D 1th place overall!!!  Tue afternoon we went to cheer ouzr soccer team, who won ;)
Wed was an aaaalll day outside dancing (35celsius degrees and sunburn all day long :P ).... totallly worth it! This afternoon cheering on the basketball match (4th place :) ) and after that a beer on the Danube bank. I could only stay for an hour but that was amazing stupid fun time :D
Next day was the real thing  the real loud party at our tables !!! 4 huge earblaster speaker 5 monitors , x-box a bunch of electronics and games (as we are a programmer class), a lot of goood and extra loud music, even live guitar solo and tha half of the class stood out dancing like crazy (after a while I joined too) 5-6 paople standing/dancing on the bench and it almost broke off :D we were dancing in front of these idiots and our class gave the biggest party of all !!!!! All people apound us shouted and danced with us and it was absolutely amazing:D Thanks you all guys! :) Oh not to mention we had a bunch of delicious cakes cookies and all kinds of food. Even the teachers liked us XD sooooo
(there will be pics below)
At this afternoon we went to cheering again for other sport competitions like running weightlifting and so on. Our competitors were amazing! They are the best <3 And after cheering there came the beer again (unfortunatelly I had to run off again... gosh I live sooo far :((( ).

The nex day we were excited about how will our percormance and all dance and stuff turn out... Guess what we won that too!! 1th place, the best performance. Not bad from 30boys and 6 gils huh? :D All thanks to our choreographer, our classmate, my good friend , you are amazing! <3 And thanks to everybody who helped and did the dance properly :) (gonnaget the link fromour school webpage when its uploaded.... or just pirate it down XD.. anyway the link will be below )
And then came a crap and pointless also boring competition, which was kindof fun but mostly boring.
After this people voted for us and we all lost our voice while shouting OUR CLASS IS THE BEST and stuff like that :D. Then stey set up a Djpult an speakers and we had a random party for random musics with random people. And then they told our result and we got the overall 3rd place which is amazing result I think. :) We were awsome !!!! Everybody was, but Im especially proud of us :) All got a huge https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pco91kroVgQ
And then there was a nightout party on the main square which was also cool and fun and stuff like that :DDDD So yeah we had a great time :) And really bit thanks to my class yep you guys!!! Love ya all <3


And here we are the pics and stuff





































and a little footage about how big was the party all day :
and other links about us:

and you can wath every class and our big performance here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A87-DBbVrWY&list=LLdG_pJh3kJ-bfsbEkMNFigA&index=38

I hope You guys hade a good week too :) And now you understand why I  wasnt around lately. 
Have a good life bye <3 

May 4, 2015

Something to celebrate!

Hi Guys!
Yesterday was Mothers's Day!!!! Yeeeeey!! Thats something we can celebrate.
Moms around the World deserve it!

Look at their situation from their child's perspective!
As a kid, parents are persons who give you food and clothing, and in better cases, play with you, teach you things and love you,and you love him/her/them back. But you can't really give anything back for their care,cuz you are  just a stupid little child, who knows nothing about the world and how things going around you.
As a teenager, you hate your parents, cuz they prevent you from ruining your life with bad decisions, don't let you do what you want, and punish you if you did what you wanted, because most of the time it's something stupid, but you are still not aware of your situation and you still don't know a damn thing about the world and how things going.
Coming of age... you know that certain part of your life wen you are almost an adult.... nonono thats not correct! When you start depending less on your parents, and start realizing how some things work in real life... How to explain????? Almost adulthood!!! Fudge...
Ya know the time when one year to another you became like :
"Oh its snowing, we should build a snowman and have a snowfight!!!*-*"
and the nex year:
"Oh sh*t its snowing.... How on Earth will I get the car out of the garage?!"
//True story; based on experience!//
Sooo the main thing is, you start realize things, like... how importatnt your parents are. And you start apriciate them, and already acknowledge "Damn, they must hade / have a hard time raising me! ... I should give their years back, and show them I was worth it!" // I dunno if its correct grammar , but you know what I meant ;)
So you start giving back stuff... like giving presents, behaving better, gettin better grades (the last two maybe wont succed all the time, but at least you tried).
Thants the age, when you really understand Mothers's day, and the meaning of this day!!!!!
And if you didnt... then f*ck off! You are not worthy for having a mother :P

I also started giving back. My presents weren't big deal... Shame on me, I haven't bought a flower (screw you economy and advertisements and shitty associations!! celebrations are not created to  buy stuff only.... ). Even though I ll buy her a bag, cuz she told me she wanted one, but she wants to choose it with me.
Anyway, back to topic:
So we celebrated, me and my family. Two generations having a great lunch together :)
There are a bunchof poems for this ocation, but -as I'm an artist(kindof)- I Created my own. I wont translate it, because of the rhymes...
Oh and I also draw a portrait of her! It's not one of my bests (my right wrist hurst like hell and I cant move it properly btw: this article was more than an hour to write with using only one hand), but at least I tried :) so here they are :

She looks like a Hollywood movie star -.* I told her, that I wana have that portrait of her as a tattoo, and she freaked out (I'll still do it anyway, sorry mom ;) ). But she is beautiful!

My birdie was there when I made it, he was hilarious! :D

Thats it for today, my hand is tired.... Have a good life! bye! 

May 2, 2015

MY COMEBACK

Yep! So.. hi! :D Internet/Social media, get ready, I'm back.

Sooo much happened in the last few months. There were ups and downs, and a bunch of thing are still going on right now. And if you don't mind (I don't care if you do ), I 'll tell you what have I been up to lately. 

1th : suffering with getting better grades at school, studying for my e-learning university course (economics), participating several competitions. And a lot of little normal sh*t like this.

2nd: the classes in our grade have a huge competition for the title of KÁDI- yep, it comes from a turkish word, means judge or sthing... int our case it means student's president or something like that. Anyway, its the biggest competition held every year for this title. Each class has it's chosen student to represent his/her class, basically the face of the campaign. The competition contains a lot of tasks, which we gonna get points for. We have to create a story, put the chosen fella into the center, and convince the students that our candidate is the best, oh and we have to make a little film (10minutes) about this story. It's a huge work itself... 
Beside that, we have to create a whole campaign (hardcore marketing work!!!) with comercials, memes, facebook page and so on. This task also contains a huge graphical work, which I had/have to do. I made a logo, a t-shirt graphick and I have to design flyers and a molino(a flag). It was a lot of work and I'm not ready yet.... wish me luck :)
We also have to make a stand -basically a huge snackbar with very loud misic and video games and a lot of interesting stuff. It's a one (whole) day task, an opportunity to promote ourselfs with flyers, pins and so on. It's like a school festival :D and its pretty cool isnt it ;). But you ll see, I ll update all photoes. *excited* 
The 4th task of ours is to give a show which the audiance will never forget! We planned everything, but I cant write about the details (yet ;) I'll sure link a video about or performance) We've jsut started practicing our coreograph (only 6 girls and 29 boys in class... compared to that and our lack of dancing skills we are kinda awesome:D - thanks to ourprofessional coreographer ;) Nori <3 ). Learning these takes a lot of energy and time -we have 2 weeks left till te show. Anyways the guys are kinda doing good :D (kinda XD). But for real... I'm proud of us so far! 
After all of this madness, there will be a quiz/competition kindof stuff, in which the whole class have to cooperate in several tasks and get points.

So I wasnt joking, when I said a lot going on :D 

Anyway, here some of my latest stuff. Some art for KÁDI, like our logo and t-shirt design and stuff. BTW The P-stands for programmer -only and onlay on paper*


And check out or fb page for more information!!!!!! and LIKE it 


Mar 3, 2015

Filmkritika - Kódjátszma

Kódjátszma:

Aki még nem látta, feltétlenül nézze meg!!!!! 10/10 Így elölről utólag is :D 
A film lényege, hogy a 2.VH idején a németek kódolt üzenetekkel kommunikáltak, ez az Enigma, és ezt az hőseink le akarták fordítani, minek érdekében összeszedték a legnagyobb elméket az országból, köztük a főszereplőnket is. A főszereplő zseni, de egy arrogáns bunkó (csak őszinte). Senki nem bírja de ő mégis hajt, hoy megépítse a minden kódot fordító gépet. Hogy sikerül e? Naná, itt nem lövök le poént, ha elmondom, mert ha nem sikerült volna, most nem lett volna min olvasni ezt a blogbejegyzést :D
A film összességében tipikus háborúsan drámai és szürke. Aki szereti az izgalmas akciódús háborús csatározásokat... annak nem való ez a film!
Viszont aki szereti a jó történelmi fűszerezésű kalandos karakterdrámat annak kifejezetten ajanlom.
Lassan indul be a történet, de amikor beindul akkor nagyon élvezhető. A kameramunka kiváló volt, drámai közelikből nem kaptunk tul sokat szerencsére, az alafestesre nem is nagyon figyeltem, lekötött a történet. Nagyon!
Ez a film fantasztikus. Jol valovattak össze a színészeket Cumberbatch fenomenális, majdnem annyira jol játsza mint Stephen Hawkingot vagy Sherlockot (a főszereplő tulajdonkeppen a ketto keveréke, csak meg meleg is). A film at akart adni nehany nagyon erős üzenetet, atlag filmhez mérten talan kicsit túl sokat is, de hala a jo elosztasnak es a szájbarágás teljes hiányának, nagyon jol közvetített mindent!
Tipikusan az a film, ami megérdemelt 5perc néma gondolkodást a vege után.

Feb 27, 2015

An artist's problems

I'm browsing on deviantArt and Tumbrl on a daily basis, and currently following a lot of talented artists. Most of the artists are using a digital drawing board, and they are the best known ones. And some of these digital artists are just drawing like doodledumps and sketches, which is basically only a few minutes to make. I don't have a digital board anymmore, I dont have these popular and fuckin expensive Shinhan Touch felt pens. I have 1 rubber, 1 graffit pencil, 1 black pen and 1 permanent marker to work with and I'm spending a lot of time working on each little invisible deatail to make my art almost perfect. It requires a lot of energy sometimes... Spendig hours to create an artwork, which only gets 3like and 1share. Then I upload a sketch, which I made on one of my lessons, simple act of pure and heavyweight boredom.... 30like 4shared..... Uhm... Where is the mede value then? It's almost the same issue, when a woman spits paint on a canvas and sells it for 4million, cuz its considered as art with a deep meaning.....
I'm really disappointed.... Okay, there are many exceptions, I know, but in general, that is the exact matter.... What is wrong with you people? (just kidding) You have the right to appreciate any kind of art you like, that's your decision. But please, next time, you are looking at a perfectly composed, well shaded artwork, appreciate the artist's time and energy, cuz they deserve it!
// This is just an opinion ,not and offense!
 

Feb 12, 2015

self confidence issues

I'm currently practicing English with two of my friends, actually helping them in the conversation part for their school leaving exam.
One of them is a really cute and quite confident girl, with a big smile on her face and strong opinions. Catching huh? She always performs well in front of me.
The other girl is soo shy, she can't speak properly (yet!) even with me. Okay, she has less English knowledge, but she is cute and smiling too.
Both of them are soooo afraid of audience, especially from the exam situation. But that's why we are practicing! I have a lot of experience in performing or presentation in front of crowd or examiners. For me it's easy as pie! But for them... Its almost a nightmare.
Okay, I actually have been lectured about how to perform, his w to give a lecture, but some personality in also necessary in the process!

And the 1million worthy question: can you learn how to be self confident?
And my answer is no! You can't change your personality this quickly, that's a looong way to reach an almost complete change in your personality, and it requires strength and a lot of other factors to form you as the pressure forms the diamond or the deadline the artist.

But everybody can lie, can't they!? And you can learn how to lie easily! It's simple acting. And I'm gonna introduce you this method here and now!
The first thing to do is to take a deep breath and calm down. Do whatever it takes to calm yourself down! (except drugs) My method is to clean your head before exam/presentation. Don't even think about the task you'll have to do. I, personally, listen to music -Gorillaz album recommended! Chill out, it'll be fine!
Next step is lie to yourself! Even if you're afraid, and don't know all everything, tell yourself, that you are awsome. You will be good, cuz you know everything! You have to believe what you say!!!!!
After you are cool, and good, and on the top of the world, you have to begin!
Big smile on your face, straight back, eyecontact. You Have to keep this attitude, ni matter what. You have to speak constantly, like you would normally do in an average conversation with friends, but a little bit more formal!
If you get a system error, don't stop! Maybe just for a deep breath, than continue. Or ask if you really don't know the question!

If you didn't like my method, try this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XKHStmMbanI&feature=share

and even after the exam or sthg.... Don't panic. You were okay! Drink a beer or juice, get a day off, or sleep a lot. You handled it perfectly according to your own knowledge and capabilities!!!!

And study a lot, that's the main thing!!!!!!!! Study a lot, study hard! Do your best and good luck! :)

sick & busy

oh Gods of every hell I know.... I'm sick a little bit, I have an exam this weekend and I haven't done a damn thin except studying.... I literally have no time for anything, and its annoying. But now, I'm on the way to town so, maybe a new article will be up on site. The other stuff.... Hell knows! Whenever I'll have half an hour next week.
byetill

Feb 6, 2015

Daily AddWise - Tea!

tea.... Yes, tea!
I found a very special tea house in town, called Barangoló. I love it! Why? Have you ever drank a real-real tea? Not like those boxed filters, but real dried tea and fruits and flowers. The most delicious thing on earth! I recommend you! try it, love it buy it, cuz it's worth it! Its not too expensive but reasonable price for a perfectly good tea. Tea is much better than coffee! not for me but for everyone :)
Why is it soo good? Why better? -Tastier, richer. Like a good wine :3 and most of the comes in a red color, if you add lemon.
Good for work, relaxation , friend gatherings.

Feb 5, 2015

Overdosed

Hi guys!
I'm a bit busy lately, and I haven't done anything productive. Shane on me..
What have I been up to?
Studying ='study'+'dying'
I'm going through a little addiction issue here. Coffee is dangerous! Combined with the lack of sleeping.... This lifestyle has serious effects on me... Yesterday I almost fainted, cuz I didn't got to eat anything till 2pm. It scared me a little bit :'D. And even after lunch, I had 2history lessons, and a looong walk in town and shopping. Which actually felt good after 8hours indoor. I honestly felt fresher! Then almost overslept on the way home. Xd

I officially finished the sociology with 88,2point out of 100. :) I'm proud of myself. And already  took up my second half semester, which is economics. I already watched the first lecture, and its kinda exciting. Its basically about problem solving. Maybe I'm gonna write a whole article about MCC.
Gosh I wanna write about so many things! I hope I'll have some time besides everything.

Almost forgot to mention: tutorials are on the way!!!! Waiting for some editing;) I'm curious what kind of feedback im gonna get.
till then byebye!!! <3