An artist's problems

I'm browsing on deviantArt and Tumbrl on a daily basis, and currently following a lot of talented artists. Most of the artists are using a digital drawing board, and they are the best known ones. And some of these digital artists are just drawing like doodledumps and sketches, which is basically only a few minutes to make. I don't have a digital board anymmore, I dont have these popular and fuckin expensive Shinhan Touch felt pens. I have 1 rubber, 1 graffit pencil, 1 black pen and 1 permanent marker to work with and I'm spending a lot of time working on each little invisible deatail to make my art almost perfect. It requires a lot of energy sometimes... Spendig hours to create an artwork, which only gets 3like and 1share. Then I upload a sketch, which I made on one of my lessons, simple act of pure and heavyweight boredom.... 30like 4shared..... Uhm... Where is the mede value then? It's almost the same issue, when a woman spits paint on a canvas and sells it for 4million, cuz its considered as art with a deep meaning.....
I'm really disappointed.... Okay, there are many exceptions, I know, but in general, that is the exact matter.... What is wrong with you people? (just kidding) You have the right to appreciate any kind of art you like, that's your decision. But please, next time, you are looking at a perfectly composed, well shaded artwork, appreciate the artist's time and energy, cuz they deserve it!
// This is just an opinion ,not and offense!
 

self confidence issues

I'm currently practicing English with two of my friends, actually helping them in the conversation part for their school leaving exam.
One of them is a really cute and quite confident girl, with a big smile on her face and strong opinions. Catching huh? She always performs well in front of me.
The other girl is soo shy, she can't speak properly (yet!) even with me. Okay, she has less English knowledge, but she is cute and smiling too.
Both of them are soooo afraid of audience, especially from the exam situation. But that's why we are practicing! I have a lot of experience in performing or presentation in front of crowd or examiners. For me it's easy as pie! But for them... Its almost a nightmare.
Okay, I actually have been lectured about how to perform, his w to give a lecture, but some personality in also necessary in the process!

And the 1million worthy question: can you learn how to be self confident?
And my answer is no! You can't change your personality this quickly, that's a looong way to reach an almost complete change in your personality, and it requires strength and a lot of other factors to form you as the pressure forms the diamond or the deadline the artist.

But everybody can lie, can't they!? And you can learn how to lie easily! It's simple acting. And I'm gonna introduce you this method here and now!
The first thing to do is to take a deep breath and calm down. Do whatever it takes to calm yourself down! (except drugs) My method is to clean your head before exam/presentation. Don't even think about the task you'll have to do. I, personally, listen to music -Gorillaz album recommended! Chill out, it'll be fine!
Next step is lie to yourself! Even if you're afraid, and don't know all everything, tell yourself, that you are awsome. You will be good, cuz you know everything! You have to believe what you say!!!!!
After you are cool, and good, and on the top of the world, you have to begin!
Big smile on your face, straight back, eyecontact. You Have to keep this attitude, ni matter what. You have to speak constantly, like you would normally do in an average conversation with friends, but a little bit more formal!
If you get a system error, don't stop! Maybe just for a deep breath, than continue. Or ask if you really don't know the question!

If you didn't like my method, try this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XKHStmMbanI&feature=share

and even after the exam or sthg.... Don't panic. You were okay! Drink a beer or juice, get a day off, or sleep a lot. You handled it perfectly according to your own knowledge and capabilities!!!!

And study a lot, that's the main thing!!!!!!!! Study a lot, study hard! Do your best and good luck! :)

sick & busy

oh Gods of every hell I know.... I'm sick a little bit, I have an exam this weekend and I haven't done a damn thin except studying.... I literally have no time for anything, and its annoying. But now, I'm on the way to town so, maybe a new article will be up on site. The other stuff.... Hell knows! Whenever I'll have half an hour next week.
byetill

Daily AddWise - Tea!

tea.... Yes, tea!
I found a very special tea house in town, called Barangoló. I love it! Why? Have you ever drank a real-real tea? Not like those boxed filters, but real dried tea and fruits and flowers. The most delicious thing on earth! I recommend you! try it, love it buy it, cuz it's worth it! Its not too expensive but reasonable price for a perfectly good tea. Tea is much better than coffee! not for me but for everyone :)
Why is it soo good? Why better? -Tastier, richer. Like a good wine :3 and most of the comes in a red color, if you add lemon.
Good for work, relaxation , friend gatherings.

Overdosed

Hi guys!
I'm a bit busy lately, and I haven't done anything productive. Shane on me..
What have I been up to?
Studying ='study'+'dying'
I'm going through a little addiction issue here. Coffee is dangerous! Combined with the lack of sleeping.... This lifestyle has serious effects on me... Yesterday I almost fainted, cuz I didn't got to eat anything till 2pm. It scared me a little bit :'D. And even after lunch, I had 2history lessons, and a looong walk in town and shopping. Which actually felt good after 8hours indoor. I honestly felt fresher! Then almost overslept on the way home. Xd

I officially finished the sociology with 88,2point out of 100. :) I'm proud of myself. And already  took up my second half semester, which is economics. I already watched the first lecture, and its kinda exciting. Its basically about problem solving. Maybe I'm gonna write a whole article about MCC.
Gosh I wanna write about so many things! I hope I'll have some time besides everything.

Almost forgot to mention: tutorials are on the way!!!! Waiting for some editing;) I'm curious what kind of feedback im gonna get.
till then byebye!!! <3

 

Gorillaz is back!

I'msoooooooooo happy right now! Favourite band evor!!!! <3

http://www.altpress.com/news/entry/gorillaz_co_founder_confirms_the_bands_return

http://pitchfork.com/news/58282-gorillaz-creator-jamie-hewlett-confirms-groups-return-on-instagram/

Daily AddWise! - Happyness is real!

Are you a pessimist? Like me? 

Don't worry! There is always something to smile about:) like stupid people around you.
But this article wont be a regular stuff about happiness, cuz I'm not a frickin life management consultant! I wont talk about healthy diet, exercise and yoga and stuff.. Who on erath have a time for these?!!!

Nope... I have enough things to deal with  in my life like the multitasking, what I mentioned previously.. thank you very much...

I'm talking about this: "....If you're done with everything. Or if you getting up half hour before your before your actual alarm clock, just for the sake of boiling a good coffe for yourself and have real breakfast sloooowly. And even if it's just once a week program, it makes you really happy. :)
If you are multitasking like me, you probably experiencing that every little good thing can make you the happiest person on earth. Like getting a hairbrush from you mother, cuz you haven't brushed your hair since your last brush broke (which was months ago). Or a good cup of coffe, a human being talking to you."
from: Career, plans and stuff

Yes, Little things!!!! Not a whole new lifechanging experience, nothing expensive, nothing huge.

I wanna tell you a story. Don't worry, it wont be long!!!!!
My Best Friend who basically kept me alive was sick for 2 weeks. The longest 2 weeks of my life!!!
:((( I was sad and lonely, cuz everybody else was sick too. Than I surfed on the web, and the blackhole of youtube catched me... Fotrunatelly! Boredom is the most powerfull thing on earth!

I wanna share with you guys, what have I found in the deepest darkest depth of youtube:
Good music, to stimulate your mind. I accidentally found these and kinda liked them, they made me smlie like an idiot while listening to them :)

Milky Chance - Stolen Dance (Album Version)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iX-QaNzd-0Y&list=PL_V6fBuhoY9FHzHpqV93ljHrr_8yLfR0Q&index=60

A Beautiful Life - Tim McMorris (Royalty Free Music)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fRLRIk62jdw&list=PL_V6fBuhoY9FHzHpqV93ljHrr_8yLfR0Q&index=59

Pinkzebra - Larger Than Life

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=21E_Wt_UYVU&list=PL_V6fBuhoY9FHzHpqV93ljHrr_8yLfR0Q&index=58

American Authors - Best Day Of My Life

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y66j_BUCBMY&list=PL_V6fBuhoY9FHzHpqV93ljHrr_8yLfR0Q&index=57

Tim McMorris - On top of the world

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ZWMzn6_SYk&list=PL_V6fBuhoY9FHzHpqV93ljHrr_8yLfR0Q&index=55

Funny ytube videos are necessarry!!! Should be big part of yor life!!
Good Mythical Morning
https://www.youtube.com/user/rhettandlink2

Tyler Oakley:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCvVuqRzGVqRlmZYlTf99M_w
and fellow youtube vloggers who are also funny -subjective-

And last but not least:
NANANANANNANANANANANANNANA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=APpANf9zGUU&list=PL_V6fBuhoY9FHzHpqV93ljHrr_8yLfR0Q&index=53

Summarizing all of these: listen to good music, eat/dring delicious food, have at least half our for yourself a day (or more) & laugh at stupid people (at least on you tube :D)

Some help for these can be found on my channel ,CHECK the links below:
Good music & funny videos in these lists!!!!!!!!!! <3

I'm not dead!! (maybe a little..)

Okkay guys, I'm back! Let me bore you with my schedule and things and plans :) Don't worry, there will be more, normal articles, like critics and stuff.

What have I beenup to lately??
- studies
- exams
- comics
- tenders
- practice
- more studies

My biggest comic session will be up on site soooon!!!!

But you ll see a bunch of drawings in the next few days. It's like a work-in-progress kindof stuff, and also a tender. It llbe fun,dont miss it!

I'm thinking about a tutorial video or something like that, because I got some students, and I have quite unique methonds. But you ll see (maybe) :)

I hope you liked the daily ADD-Wise articles. They are not so daily, but Im kinda dead recently... sorry about  that. I'm trying to keep up my schedule, but its hard...
More articles coming now! I hope my fuel (coffe) will be enough..

HAVE AGOOD DAY! ;)